No.54 (Meeting Death)

Everybody is moving around me ..
While my world is standing still ..
Like a predator dances around its prey ..
Before moving in for the kill .

My mind goes numb ..
Feels like I'm under a spell ..
My heart skips a beat ..
As if I've just seen hell .

Darkness sets in ..
Upon my world it fell ..
My whole body is shaking ..
As if I was ill .

My soul turns to sand ..
It's been thrown into a mill ..
Sweat breaks all over ..
Like I've walked onto a grill .

My world shatters ..
Like it's nothing more than a shell ..
Upon my grave ..
Sadness rings its bell .

 

No.53 (Down into the sky)

I'm falling , down into the sky ..
Losing sight of the ground ..
Losing grip on who I am ..
I'm falling , down into the burning sun .

Broken memories I hold within ..
Buried them deeper as days went by ..
Like holding onto embers it felt ..
I could feel my heart melt .

Lost between heaven and earth ..
Can't find anything of true worth ..
Falling down into the endless dark ..
Looking around for a single spark .

Waiting for gravity to pull me back up ..
For the warmth of the earth to embrace me once more ..
So my troubled heart can be at ease ..
And my soul can finally rest in peace .

No.52 (Black Tears)

Down my cheeks raindrops fall ..
Upon hearing my souls call ..
From the bottom of my heart I feel it crawl ..
Day by day , and I can no longer stall .

Rainy clouds block the suns ray ..
Patiently I wait as my whole world seems to fray ..
The shiny world turning grey ..
Fearing my colors will never find their way .

Rain stops leaving nothing but tears ..
Silence is the only sound reaching my ears ..
Light fades leaving me alone in the darkness of my fears ..
Fear seeps into my soul stopping its gears .

Into the darkest pit I seem to sink ..
My cheeks turn black from crying ink ..
My soul is hanging on the brink ..
My eyes feel heavy I can no longer blink .

No.51 ( Blood and Rain)

Moonlight shines infront of me ..
lighting up a path to what I'm about to be ..
A thin straight line which only I can see ..
surrounded by false hope from which I flee .

Night after night my moon shines ever so bright ..
Walking along the path my feet feel so light ..
 Everybody's saying I've got the spirit to fight ..
But the path I'm walking doesn't seem to be right .

The Thin straight line turned into a maze ..
Upon my moon my eyes gaze ..
My moons bright light turned into a haze ..
My light feet now feel ablaze .

My grasp on the future is no longer the same ..
Life keeps throwing me back into its game ..
I'm looking for a way out to stop my hearts rain ..
But fear seems to seep into my every vein  .

A sea of bleeding hearts I'm drowning in ..
Odin smiles at me with a wicked grin ..
My bleeding heart can only be fixed from within ..
But my feet are heavy and my heart won't listen .